hindsight

how long will i bend this moment
making it last longer than it can,
i already know that its slipping away,
i keep forgetting how it all began.
this will be the end,
nothing more that i want said,
everything i feel now
i know will eventually fade.
but those who don't want to
will still not understand.
what is meant to be will be,
and what is not,won't.
i tried fighting fate,
memories i tried to vallate,
the hope that sustained,
is running thin,satiated.
there's only so much that can be done,
enough of this shadow now,
i want the sun.
there shall be no more regret,
knowing someday i shall be glad,
letting go of what i dreamed of having,
but never had...